Saturday, July 9, 2011

Who are you..

It happened again..again.. and again.. Should i keep this relationship or let it go? A man whom i love and adore but at times i'm afraid of and hate.. you hurt my feeling, you can't mend my broken heart after so many times. The same old trick doesn't work anymore..  Should i forgive and forget just like everytime? Or should i just walk away.. It has been 4 years, since 15th of March, 2007. I wish i'm still the 17 me, still innocent... im gasping for air, more breathing space..

Friday, July 8, 2011

Unsystematic MBE/UCSI

Dear MBE,

     I'm so tired of MBE, im so tired of band practise, im so tired of the noise.. How i wish i've passed MBE, but not too bad, this is my last semester, hopefully..
     Hours of band practise, hours of modern band classes.. hate the band coach, luckily my band members are nice, except for one, that keep popping out her eyes when she talk to me.. duh...
     They changed the system this semester, whereby one week of on stage assessment, and sight reading the following week instead of assessment everyweek. So last week, the "lecturer" asked, who wanna play on stage for sight reading, no one volunteer so he got mad, and start throwing tantrum. End the class half an hour earlier, and something came out this week...
     I was in MBE class just now, the lecturer start telling all the stupid new rules and regulations, we have to prepare extra 3 songs, no more sight reading on stage!! Every week is just assessment, and we have to prepare 8 songs!! He will just call anyband up, and start playing whatever shit they've prepared.. If they're unwilling to play, they'll just get a zero.. Fucked up..
     Same thing happened in Choir.. we're forced to take 7 semester of choir in degree and 3 in foundation, so all together, 10 semesterss of torturing choir!! So the bloody bitch start telling each and everyone have to attend 2 times of sectionals, one hour each. The subject is only 1 credit hour, but we're force to attend like 5 hours of classes and sectionals.. siao..
     Nothing in UCSI is good, fee's increasing, car park's lousy, lecturers act according to their liking, no fix system, spent so much money renovating their offices but working rate is still the same like turtle..